Winter at the cabin update.

We have been getting snow lately–everyday now for a week. It’s warm though; hovers around freezing all the time, even at night. The cabin is pathetically easy to keep warm. Every once in awhile a warm wind comes and everything starts melting. Still, things are white and pretty and I’m enjoying large pots of snow with lemon juice and sugar on it.

A couple days ago, we got a lot of snow. I was reminded how much harder it is to walk in snow when I didn’t make it home from my walk till after dark.

People are starting to talk to me more around here. They used to be much cooler. They are seeing me as a resident. I’m starting to see myself as more of a resident too. When I first came here, it seemed like I was just a visitor and felt like I was pulling a scam getting a mailbox and a library card. I still kind of feel that way. I like moving through the world as if I’m an alien from another planet just visiting.

Still thinking about going but not so much; I’m settling into winter.

Dreaming in words.

When I first lived in my cabin in BC, I read all day long. A month or more would pass and I wouldn’t see anyone.  I would wake up, grab a book, and read all day–day after day.    Nothing to distract me, just reading.

After awhile, I started dreaming in words.   Sometimes I would read, fall asleep, and in my sleep I would continue to read the book.   Other times, I had dreams that had nothing to do with my current read, but I had to read them.  The dreams weren’t in pictures but in words.